There will always be this time wherein you simply cannot get anything from the world. It would seem as if everything was meaningless, dull and bland. It was as if your in the middle ground trying to grasp if the reality is actually bringing good or doing harm. A part of your life that wasn’t bad nor good. I don’t know if it is just me but the pointless search for reasons has allowed me to think that I’m just going in circles. Achieving nothing, going nowhere.