The fear that makes you think that someone is superior over you it drives people nuts. When all you aim for is excellence and to think that someone is better than you is actually quite inconceivable in that sense. Natatakot tayo kaya tayo humugusga. Ginagawan natin ng paraan para makita lang yung mga masasamang bagay sa kanila para tayo ang mas angat sa kanila. But the truth is judging people will get you nowhere. You may have seen and sensationalize their flaws but that doesn’t mean that you are better than them. You may highlight their misgivings and faults but it doesn’t necessarily mean that they are not smarter than you. Learn to accept that someone is really better than you. Don’t live with constant fear. Don’t judge.
Hindi ko alam kung dapat ba akong maging masaya o dapat ba akong malungkot. Basta ang alam ko may natapos at alam ko din na sa tamang panahon may magsisimula. Hindi man kaya pantayan sana sumobra pa sa ginusto. Sana maging masaya din. Sana tumagal. Sana panghabangbuhay.
Ang weird isipin na kaya mo palang maging masaya sa mga bagay na dati akala mo hindi mo magagawa. Nagawa mong makipagkaibigan sa isang kaaway. Nagawa mong kumain ng bagay na hindi mo naman talaga kayang kainin dati. Nasubukan mong pumunta sa mga lugar na akala mo hindi mo mapupuntahan.. Ang bilis nga naman magbago ng panahon. Mabilis lumipas ang oras. Akala mo hindi na pero humabol pa pala. Akala mo tapos na may kasunod pa pala.
Hindi tayo marunong makuntento. Lagi tayong naghahanap ng bago. Laging naghahanap ng pang palit sa luma. Naghahanap ng mas maayos, naghahanap ng mas mahal, mas astig. Pero iisa lang naman talaga yung rason kung bakit tayo naghahanap ng mga bagay na yan eh. Diba para sa ligaya? Para maging masaya ka. Pero bakit ganun, bakit parang kahit gaano pa kaayos yang nahanap mo. Kahit gaano pa ka astig yan, dadating at dadating talaga sa punto na hindi ka na niya kaya pasayahin gaya ng dati. Yung tipong, hindi na parehas yung nararamdaman mo kesa nung una mo siyang nahawakan. Hindi ba’t parang ang labo talaga ng tao. Akala natin minsan may mas maganda pa, mas maayos at mas karapat dapat pa. Pero pano nga kung wala na? Kung pinakawalan mo na yung bagay na pinakamaganda. Kung nagsawa ka na sa bagay na pinakabago, pinaka mahal. Pero paano kung tinapon mo pala yung taong hindi matutumbasan ng kahit sino ang pagmamahal sayo? Pano pag pinakawalan mo yung taong handa ng ibigay lahat sayo. Masasabi mo ba na may darating pang iba? Iba na mas maganda? Yung iba na mag mamahal pa sayo ng todo? Akala kasi natin na sa bawat pag papalit eh mas maayos yung dadating. Pero siguro nga, nagsawa na, ayaw na, suko na.
There will really come a time when all that is left to do is to give it up. When everything you did is not enough and when your drive to succeed has been gone. It’s best to call it quits and to just give up. You just have to face the fact that not everything you want will be yours and not every dream could be achieved. You just sometimes have to draw the line between determination and desperation.
Why the hell would you want to alter our predisposition about a certain topic wherein you only consider the superiority of your belief over us?! Your discussion is not based upon objectivity, it is based solely on your self created norms and your self imposed righteousness. So yeah, given the fact that you have “somewhat” researched about that said topic. Why the hell would you cling on to your own biases and try to instill in us concepts that prove to be in contradictory with our own. The shit goes to you, you can talk all you want about these things and still the words that come from you would be a whole bunch of crap put together to somehow impress others. It’s not going to help rubbing in the fact that your ideas and abstractions is superior over ours. Deflate yourself if you can, cause your wind reaches the very interior part of a cave that is yet to be discovered.And if you please, step down to your self built thrown designed to pleasure yourself.
FACE IT, YOUR NOT EXCELLENT, LET ALONE GOOD. SHIT :|
What the fuck is wrong with the universe? Is it too preoccupied with its expansion that it allows certain things to drain a student both physically and mentally? Is it too much to ask for the totality of space, time, matter, and energy to be just as kind as the angels and saints? THEEEE FUUUUCK. Ok, I just needed something to be blamed for, alright? hahaha. Well, preliminary exams was already finished a week ago but the aftermath was more devastating. I’m talking about those moments when the grades are about to be announced and that sort of shits. Add with that the terrible body clock that I had acquired during those shitty days. My brain has been squeezed out with almost all of its information during the tests and somehow it is still undergoing recovery :)). hahahaha. So yeah, football is one hell of a sport that had become the source of my aching body. The muscle pain is fucking terrible. hahaha. Can I just say, TANGINA ANG SAKIT NG KATAWAN KO. FUCKING SHIT. :|
You really wont know something unless you try and look for the meaning of it. You really can't call it something you own if at the first place you don't possess it. You really can't become who you want to be when you don't do something. Life is about setting goals and making them happen. Dreaming is not the end of the process, it's the beginning of a life long journey towards something you aspire for.
The countless possibilities it offers to change for the better or worse. It’s the driving force that ultimately force us to adjust to whatever it is that we are. A source of metamorphosis indeed. A stronger you is formed throughout the process. And the things that had brought and inflicted pain upon you are the ones swallowing all their words up because they haven’t brought you down. The made you a better person, a person with much higher intensity as they are. Be thankful, for now you have become a being that is ready to face the world knowing that you’ll be able to overcome every bit of problem.
"Someone once told me that the power in all relationships lies with whoever cares less, and she was right. But power isn't happiness, and I think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less... "
Hindi sa lahat ng bagay mas gugustuhin mo yung tama. Hindi kasi minsan sapat yung ginawa mo yung isang bagay dahil yun ung tama at yun ung nararapat eh. Minsan lang kasi hindi mo nagagawang maging masaya sa desisyon na nagawa mo. Kadalasan kasi masyado mong iniintindi yung iba. Yung iniisip nila tungkol sayo, at sa pag iintindi sakanila nakalimutan mo na gumawa ng mga bagay na ikakasaya mo.Sabihin nating nagawa mo na yung bagay na tama, yung bagay na nararapat at angkop na dapat mong gawin. Naging masaya ka ba? Sa desisyon kung san mas pinili mong maging tama kesa maging masaya, hindi ba’t parang niloloko mo rin yung sarili mo sa pag gawa ng bagay na hindi mo naman talaga gusto? At sa pag gawa ng bagay na hindi mo naman talaga gusto, para san pa’t naging isang tao ka. Napag aral namin na ang kasayahan o ang konsepto ng “happiness” ay ang bagay kung saan nakabase ang ating mga ginagawang kilos. Sa madaling salita, gumagawa tayo ng isang bagay kung saan tayo ay makakahanap ng ligaya. Ngayon, kung pipiliin mong maging tama kahit na alam mong sa ginawa mong desisyon na iyon ay ikakalungkot mo. Marahil, hindi ka na nagiging patas sa sarili mo.
You just have to admit that the world is unfair. No actually it’s beyond that. It’s cruel, harsh, unjust and it’s beyond words how much terrible reality really is. And you know what’s the most frustrating part of it all. Is that you can’t fucking do a thing with it. Because with all that is said and done, when all hopes seems to be out of reach and the truth pierced right in front of you. There is nothing else you can do than to watch the things you hoped for fall apart. Your dreams, vanquished. Your plans turned to dust. And you just sit there, wait until all what you have felt subside and build again everything only to be crushed and stumbled upon the en. You can be as optimistic as you like but that doesn’t excuse you from all the bullshits you will get from your so called life