You just got to admit that it’s wrong. Your wishful thinking and fancy dreaming will all soon crumble down once you realize you’re holding on to something that isn’t there in the first place. You’re hoping for something to actually make sense when in fact it’s empty. You’re assuming amidst the obvious uncertainties situations has to offer. You’re hanging on to that one thing…
Well yeah, my dream nightmare last night was fucked up like hell. It was the scariest thing that had ever struck me. It’s horrendous, terrifying, scary and all those things correlated to it. It was as the most phantasmal event of my sleeping routine. I dreamt of disengaging with myself. The thing called astral projection achieved through lucid dreaming and that sorts of stuff. Yeah it happened. And as much as I would like to move away with the idea and convince myself that it is not possible, I cant. I’m still going nuts on thinking about it. It was one of those moments that you want to delete but you cant. I came to conclude that I shall not sleep for the rest of my life. I would like to hold on to that as hard as I can.
Hindi naman na kasi tama. Wag ka naman masyadong madaya. Sobra sobra na nga yung ginagawa ko. Hindi naman sa sinusumbat ko sayo pero kasi lutang na lutang na ako. Ewan, bahala na. Mahal kita eh, sana lang sapat na iyon.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take many pictures, laugh a lot, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.